So confusing!

Salam semua... uhuk2 ( batuk plak aku )

Acceli, im not sure wut i feel inside..
Adakah aku berdepan dgn reality atau fantasi semata2..
Smua tu bermain2 dlm fikiran aku..
" Izit true wut i have read this morning..? Izit you.. Izit u my dear? "
Only you can answer my question...

My head cant stop from thinkin bout dat..
Suddenly, i cant stop my tears.. im crying! (Oh no... inilah yg daku tidak suke..)
Almighty Allah, make me strong to face all this thing..

I cant focus to anything all the day..
Just ate some 'nasi himpit' (even belum raya) and watched some TV programs..
I lost my appetite all of sudden.. dunno why
I'v tried to find my smile but its nowhere to be found..

Am i happy?? - Yes, definitely i am!
Or sad?? Oh no no nehi...
I really confius wit my own feeling..

I think i need to take some rest n relax my mind..
Take a deep breath n then.. smile! :)

" Dear, i really miss u n take care urself there.."
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~ TAKE A BREAK ~