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Monday, July 6, 2009

So confusing!

Salam semua... uhuk2 ( batuk plak aku )

Acceli, im not sure wut i feel inside..

Adakah aku berdepan dgn reality atau fantasi semata2..
Smua tu bermain2 dlm fikiran aku..
" Izit true wut i have read this morning..? Izit you.. Izit u my dear? "
Only you can answer my question...

My head cant stop from thinkin bout dat..
Suddenly, i cant stop my tears.. im crying! (Oh no... inilah yg daku tidak suke..)
Almighty Allah, make me strong to face all this thing..

I cant focus to anything all the day..
Just ate some 'nasi himpit' (even belum raya) and watched some TV programs..
I lost my appetite all of sudden.. dunno why
I'v tried to find my smile but its nowhere to be found..

Am i happy?? - Yes, definitely i am!
Or sad?? Oh no no nehi...

I really confius wit my own feeling..

I think i need to take some rest n relax my mind..
Take a deep breath n then.. smile! :)

" Dear, i really miss u n take care urself there.."
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~ TAKE A BREAK ~

14 comments:

  1. hye dear..
    nuthin laa..
    juz bermain ngan perasaan.. :)

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  2. mmm...
    nothin..?
    hohooooo...


    he text u?

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  3. rileks yo.. sayakun khaer insya Allah..

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  4. jgn percaya ngan asmara...

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  5. Pearls,
    huhu.. i dunno.. uwawa
    i wanna cry..
    please lend me ur shoulder..
    sob..sob

    Langkasuke,
    thnx 4 u my fren :)

    besi,
    kojap yo.. den nyanyi..

    ehem..ehem.. (test suaro..)

    'asmara..byklah pengaruhnya..
    manusia hidup dlm bayangan..
    oh cinta itu mmg satu penggoda..
    asal kita tau menjaga..
    agar hidup mulia..'

    sedap x suaro den?? ngeh2

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  6. Sweety...
    nape nie..?
    hohoooo.. worry bout ya dear..

    come to me then i lend u ma shoulder. juz cry til ya feel gud dear..
    its ok..

    ....................................

    wht happen with ma sweety..?

    cheer up, beb..

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  7. huhuhu miz....everybody got prob...me, mimie...huhu dono nape terjadi lam wktu2 cm ni....sbr je la yg kite leh wat n truskan idup

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  8. Pearls,
    tQ dear..
    dun worry too much bout me..
    i mmg cmni sumtimes.. hihi
    text me if ur celcom da get weel ok..
    i'll wait for ur sms.. :)
    heart u!

    Aina,
    yup i noe dat..
    i already read urs n mimie's..
    why n why..??
    my head stil thinkin of dat thing..
    be strong babe.. (remind to mysef too)

    May Allah bless us darlink! Ameen.

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  9. Sweety..
    ok..
    i will text ya later ok..
    nway, u take care dear..
    sorry cnt b with ya whn u need me..
    really sorry..


    cheer up ok.
    owez love ya!

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  10. salam'alaik~

    ell0o0o0o cik izah
    1st time komen kat blog awak~

    huish ni mcm tanda2 anxiety disorder aje...

    takpe2, be calm & dun take things harder than it shuld be okeh?!?
    kadang2 kita aje yang pikir bukan2 pdhal it is jus a simple matter...

    kalo buat bungee jump skg ni msti ilang tanda2 anxiety tu..
    kat sunway lgoon skg ade bngee jump taw[promote.sunway.lagoo.kejap]

    take care & hepi always!!

    :)

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  11. Pearls,
    isokay my dear..
    ckuplah u ad ngan i di dalam cni..
    really appreciate it..
    u tkcr too.. juz focus on ur work..
    dun b notty haa :)
    heart u owez! :)

    shafiq,
    wslam..
    wakkaka... anxiety disorder ye.. byk laa ekau.. kakaka
    nway tangs coz promote sunway tu..
    nextyme i pegi bungee jump! har har har

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  12. wakaka.. angau kah?? bkn laa..
    its bangau.. nk kene nyanyi ke.. lalalala

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